keep yo head up its gonna be ok

Hey man, even when you don't see yourself as a good person, or rather terrible person, God loves you, and he is there, and has always been there for you.

god loves you, bro. seek him in all you do. spend time in prayer, read his word.

hope you're doing well, ceec. please get better and take a break. we love you and you're a great person! feel better :)

we are all here for you brotha

I get it, it's hard when you're a people pleaser. I myself feel like a people pleaser so I try to be nice and make everyone around me happy, but all the positivity I give, I barely receive back. Sometimes I wonder, Who am I? What is my purpose in this world? Just to make people happier? Yet I don't feel I deserve any happiness that I give?

start putting yourself first, we here for you bro

That is SO true my brother, I am CONSTANTLY trying to not ruffle peoples feathers, always smiling, joking (my family always laughing at my jokes, etc) and I seem fine, but in reality I have just replaced anger, and frowning, with a bubbly, happy, exterior, only I and those who read this comment know this.

I can feel that too. But a little twist I’m likely more paranoid (a bit) and I don’t really talk with people bc I felt like I was weird and too shy not even a single person I talked to. Only to my online friends only bc they always like were shy too but not feel weird it felt like I was the only one so, your not alone. In anyways you feel like how you don’t always feel try to like talk with people like therapy, royalty friends to you if you think or always are. Soften up. :)…

I always try to make people happy, but in my case doing that makes me feel happy. I may be under appreciated but it doesnt really bother me too much. In the end I still feel good about myself

I only just found you in my recommended, but please take care of yourself. I’ve been in a similar spot, and keep falling into that same pit, so I understand at least on a basic level. What everybody goes through is different, but even so, each and every experience is a valid reason to be tired. Asking for help is one of the strongest things you can do, and even though I’ve only just seen your channel, I’m proud of you for doing so. Keep going, you matter.