1:53 is what you guys clicked for

i definitely understand what youre going through man, i was just nodding off, it took long to type this. everytime i nod off nd kinda open my eyes midway while doing it i feel so guilty nd sad that im in this position now. then i say okay after this ill slow down even more so i can get off this shi, then immediately forget nd next thing you know im nodding off again. its crazy how much control it takes over you, i plan on going sober, i really do want help but it all starts w me making the decision but at the same time i like how i feel on this, knowing im slowly rotting away on the inside, my time will be up soon and ive always said this to myself, nd i can feel it coming closer as the days go by. at times i feel like i aint supposed to be here nd should just give up since i my plans always fail, but something else tells me i have a purpose..to be a Leader..to be something bigger than ever nd not be forgotten. i get so overwhelmed i seem like a weak person even when i try venting. the words that come out of my mouth always make me look like a weak,complaining, nd sensitive person. im a mess. but i do know i will keep evolving. stay strong everyone.

one thing that helped me was to quit counting the days you’ve been sober. psychologically you’re just marking days on the calendar until you cave. you already know a big part of addiction is mental as well. I had to mentally re-classify myself as someone who’s never gonna do it again; not someone who’s taking a break from that era. Good luck on your journey man I care about you. Keep your head high

You for this ! Don’t be embarrassed this is how you’ll find your freedom from this

nodding while watching this

I’m struggling right now it’s so hard to quit physically and mentally

You can quit, but it takes a lot of mental power and having limited access. You might have to move once or twice. Get rid of your connections and move. In your second place connections will need to be restablished. You probably will find them with time. Then move again. The third time you move you might be able to stay away from those connections.

Wow... Very Eyee Opening!@! much respect

I love you bro.

im literally in the same boat right now

You're talking like you have only a half of lung .)))

I noticed most my friends who take perc30 are almost short winded when speaking

Why doesn’t make the voice raspy?

bro this sounds mad fake my bad bro

are these from oxy or?

I hope you are getting yourself some help